If we were a movie youd be the right guy...

So good news The one person ive wanted to talk to for the last month finally contacted me last night its kind of an eye opener for me because we talked for at least 3 hours just talking about what we missed most the thing i miss the most about him is how when he was asleep hed pull me close to him and just lay there with his arms wrapped around me and every morning when hed wake up before i would hed pull me really close and whispher he loved me, i miss his smile and his eyes i miss his smell i miss him i cant help it he was everything to me for so long then everything fell apart and now im starting to think that maybe everythings getting back on track again i wish things were how they were at first but maybe this is what we needed to make the other see just what they were missing because i love him with all my heart though sometimes i dont think he knows it,theres just something telling me that maybe hes the right guy for me i can look past everything thats happened in the last month or so and just be happy with him if my family were to accept it which i know they wont so i cant tell them i know its crazy to think that we can come out stronger after everything thats happened lately but im willing to give it a shot i just need to be honest with him about a couple things from my past but i really love him i hope things can work out for the better, i havent found anybody who makes me happy like he did i really love him i know its stupid but honestly i can look past everything thats happened in the last month just to work it out with him i cant understand why i wanna be with him so bad i love him so much.