Full Circle

So i feel as if i have came full circle in this on and off again relationship like from the start i loved him more than anything he was my everything then it went to me almost hating him when all the drama went down to loving him but not quite giving him all of my heart again to finally just accepting the fact that this relationship isnt gonna work because he has to get his life straightened out before anything can happen i do love him and im sure that i always will but the reality is that maybe hes not the one for me i really dont know at the moment but im open to finding the right one when its time if that ever happens if not then ill be fine to i need to focus on me and school for a while before anything because thats whats going to help me succeed in life not a man i dont need a man to make me happy i can be happy just being me for a change