what the hell is so wrong with me that i scream for jerks to want me i thought i had a good guy ive dated him once before i was so crazy bout him he just all of a sudden stopped talking to me i havent heard from him since sunday he wont answer my calls or texts he deleted me on facebook idk what else to do im tired of it i dont wanna play games i just want someone who actually means what they say and doesnt just wanna use me for whatever they can get i have feelings to but apparently nobody sees that idk anymore i guess its back to staying single and ill never date an ex boyfriend again just because this is what happens i am so tired of being hurt i just want someone whos gonna actually love me for me but i guess thats to much to ask anymore it seems that ill never have that i hate feeling like this but if thats what it takes i guess oh well im done with it im not getting hurt anymore you could at least have the balls to TELL me that you want nothing more to do with me instead of ignoring me but whatever you made your bed now i just hope for your sake you can lie in it because i am done.