as the skies turn to grey

Here lately ive had a real strong feeling that i need to meet my biological dad theres so many questions in my life that are going unanswered i feel like once i meet him maybe ill stop feeling like a piece of me is missing dont get me wrong i love my step-dad with all my heart hes the only dad ive ever known but i still feel the need to meet this man that nobody talks about its like his name is poison to everybody here, ive tried to find him online with no avail i dont know if he even wants to meet me :(