as the skies turn to grey

Here lately ive had a real strong feeling that i need to meet my biological dad theres so many questions in my life that are going unanswered i feel like once i meet him maybe ill stop feeling like a piece of me is missing dont get me wrong i love my step-dad with all my heart hes the only dad ive ever known but i still feel the need to meet this man that nobody talks about its like his name is poison to everybody here, ive tried to find him online with no avail i dont know if he even wants to meet me :(

Dating site woes

So i finally broke down and set up a plenty of fish account and for those of you who dont know what that is its a dating site and ive met alot of good looking nice guys on there but of course my mom is having fits, one of the guys ive met here recently is in the National Guard and is currently Deployed to Afghanistan hes really nice and is only 23!! He has everything so far looks personality and a good job maybe this can work out to my advantage the dating site i mean, i can only hope so ive met some pretty mean guys on there to like one guy was calling me filthy names because i didnt want to talk to him but hey thats my choice and its whatever, so anyways bye for now

Stay Beautiful :)

Love Bre