Karma and such

So Lately it seems im having rotten luck in the guy department, yup once again im single the guy i was talking to all before and through bootcamp when i was in seperations and everything (i got discharged from the navy) decided he liked his ex better, allow me to explain. During bootcamp i was talking to him daily and everything was fine he said he couldnt wait for me to be home well i came home and he had been making plans for us getting married eventually and moving in together and all that well when i came home everything was good for about 2 weeks but everytime he came over he would start bitching about how i had given him "blue balls" ( i assume everyone knows what that is?) anyway i am a virgin and i am proud of my virginity because i feel it makes me stand out from all the other girls out there who are out sleeping with everybody i have something special anyways thats not the point well he started acting more and more distant with me so one night i confronted him about it he kept giving me excuses like he was trying to get back into the army and everything then it was i wanna be friends i kept at it until he told me he was still in love with her and he thought he was over her but he really wasnt, which would have been useful had he told me BEFORE he kissed me and got me liking him alot and to admit my feelings this seems to happen to me alot well he changed his excuse the next three nights i asked him if i even had a chance with him he said i do but the way its looking i dont, well Karma made its appearence to him the last couple weeks he tried to get his ex back they got in a big fight about it and she doesnt want him back well then two days ago his truck was stolen it seems like hes done some people wrong since all this is happening to him lately idk the reason but i know one thing i am moving on i refuse to be the rebound oh and btw he tried to act all flirty like he liked me again but you know what im sick of it so heres my song for today it kinda goes with this post :)

Feels like im startin all over again the last three years were just pretend and i said goodbye to you goodbye to everything that i knew you were the one i love the one thing that i tried to hold onto