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Monday, April 18, 2011

The world today

"Of a nation thats starve is for salvation but clothing is the closest approximation to god and he only knows that drugs are all we know of  love I wish i could save her from all their dellusions oh the confusion everyday we starve while we eat white bread and beer and instead of a handshake or hug we spill the pills and sweep them under the rug"
Alright so my best friend just found out today that she has genital herpes which she got from her ex who i dated before she did but i didnt sleep with him thankfully but i can only imagine what shes going through right now shell have this the rest of her life it can be treated sure but now she has this disease and can infect fture partners if shes not careful dont get me wrong shes still my best friend and always will be but theres still that fear that i can get it which is totally irrational but its things like this that make me glad to be a virgin i dont have to worry about getting any kind of std or sti and i plan to have my husband tested when i get married its just crazy how life can change in an instant and sadly many young men and women dont realize all the risks they are taking when they become sexually active and many wind up pregnant or with an std or something its not even just that there are so many emotional risks involved sure im not innocent ive messed around but ive never taken it that far and i know that im not ready for all of that im only 18 my best friend is only a coupke weeks older and she has herpes i love her and will always be here for her no matter what but all im saying is think before you ake a big risk such as becoming sexually active sex is supposed to be shared with the one person your planning to spend the rest of your life with. Sex is a treasure dont give it up to soon. Since finding out she has herpes my best friends current boyfriend is being extremely distant with her he wont hold or comfort her its like their strangers again i really feel for her shes the closest thing to a sister i have shes an amazing friend and i plan to be around for her to talk to while she goes through this were having our annual girls night tonight but any advice for her?
"My little sister is a zombie in a body with no soul or role she has learned to play in a world today where nothing else matters" Jewel Little sister

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